# oleary

35 is Lonely

I mean I am sure a lot of people who are single can tell you that your 30's can be pretty lonely because those who have their own little families are caught up in their own world and don't have time to go out and socialize and the like. Then when their kids or whatever go off to college, they all of a sudden have time for you again. There is nothing wrong with this because it is the way it has always been, but, that doesn't change the fact that I am v single and v bored. :/:/:/

So here I sit and thinking about what I could do with the four hundo \$ I am getting in couple weeks and I am out of ideas. I don't want to get a tattoo (too stressful), I don't want tech stuff (already have what I need), I am going to pay for some Web services that I mentioned if prev blog posts, and i am going to order a couple e-books that are being sold directly fro. The Websites of the authors, not Kindle. Fuck Kindle. Duck Amazon. Fuck megacorps.

Maybe I could write an e-book, but what about? No clue. Whatsoever. I could compile all of the diaries entries I have (many of them) and read through them and see what type of wisdom poured through my fingertips via keyboard and made it to pixel form. I mean I would like to have a sense of purpose but really I just want some fucking company. Haha. Sucks.

Anyway, I will figure out something to do and maybe some people to socialize with. I hope so.

That's all for now.